I am stoping @ 23dec2011.

am i asking for too much?

how can anyone ignore a message send?
and on top of that, a reply is requested......

the shit.

All the best for your exam. =D

i still remember,

i used to call you every single night during my exam period.
be it 1 min, or 1 hour.
it's just a source of energy to keep me going.

now, it's your turn,
without the calling.......

but still you have my best wishes.


BEST OF LUCK~

You Have My Blessing....

since the day i left you to discover your happiness,
i entrusted you to this guy*, that i hope will love you.

this is the only way i can give you my blessing,
carefully and gently....

wonder

part of the reason why we broke off is because of my studies,

but after we broke off, i cant find a reason to study.

result drop,

no longer motivated to study.......

sometime i just wonder is this a right decision ?

contradiction

sometime i wish you know,

but sometime, i just wish you know nothing.

As a small child, 

I felt in my heart two contradictory feelings, 

the horror of life and the ecstasy of life.


for once, i felt forever when i'm with you,
but now......
pain and misery

Reflect

Look into the mirror,
if you don't like what you see,

look into my eyes,
I'm the only mirror that you will ever gonna need.