stage 3 is what left us off....

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i'm sick....

below are what i'm following me recently....

• Bleeding from the nose
• Throat swelling
• Headache
• Unclear vision
• Hearing problems
• Muscle pain and weakness of muscles
• Swelling and weakness of the tongue
• breathing problems
• Difficulty to speak properly
• Falling eye sight
• Weakness of the face muscles
• Difficulty to move and raise the shoulders
• Difficulty to tilt the neck
• Infection in the nose, throat, neck etc
• Dehydration

hopefully this checklist will be remove ASAP.

1 week of school,last sem of poly.

1st week of school, 

and the feeling is rather awkward. 

for 5 semester straight, 

you will always be my side and get me well prepared for school..

this is for the first time, 

i have to appreciate the word 

independent** 

all by myself....

To wake up on time,

to pack my stuff in,

to get new shirts,

and to spend my extra time alone...

my free time used to be filled by you,

calling me, 

texting me, 

keeping me company.

my weekend,

morning = breakfast together

afternoon = shopping

night = movie

and finally end the day cuddling you to sleep.

 i miss those day, but i clearly know that we are not meant to be together,

i'm too young for you,

and both of us have to admit that.

i can't provide you with material*
that all girl at your age want.

sometime i wonder,

if today i'm a rich _ _ _.

will i still have a real relationship??

i doubt so, 

because money attract girl who look for material life....

yesterday jun asked me,

" do you think she ever truly love you before?"

and i answered

" yes, she did. and i always knew it..."

" did you in any point during the relationship, deviate before?"

"no, i don't see a reason to do it"

nose having menses

Detoxifying

the secret behind each drop of blood.

sunset...

i'm thinking of submitting this for photo competition,
it may not be up to standard,

but i feel that,

this is the best way to preserve this finest moment =D 

i still remember ...